Thursday, 26 April 2012

TO BE BRITISH ONCE MORE . . .

What a disgrace food banks are now on to up in the UK for people who can no longer to afford to feed their families, fathers who are only earning £400 a month and this is only the start, back in the 1980's we had a least milk, butter and meat mountains kept in reserve for the poor, we no longer have these, it now seems we are slowly but surely heading back to the bad times, I sometimes wonder if the increase in suicides, murders, the riots and increase in crime which in the end up costing the country billions in money to clean up the damage could not have been better spent to improve on a better way of living, one thing I am noticing is that there more better mayors of towns and cities bringing in a more better self efficient money criteria’s to bring back work to local people and to make their counties less reliant on government money, this is I say not before time, one up for the British bull dog, we have put up with it far too much of a government who continue to take and gives so little in return and then continue to invest in other countries, what about investing in our own? It is no wonder our future younger generations are in despair as to how just much their future is worth when governments are no longer willing to invest in their education, health and still worst their own welfare, then stand so close to having an dictatorship of a government crying foul when it all goes up in smoke, it is all and very good to have a open global economy to aid 3rd countries but what good of it when it leaves its own system losing it ability of being able to stand up for its own as a self efficient country that we used to be, there was nothing wrong with eating and buying our own British goods in fact we were a much healthier nation at that, I am for 3rd world trading me anything to makes their lives better, but when you see work contracts that belonged to us being given to other countries under the pretence that all of this helps towards future investments for the British people, well the decades have past and where has it got us? Long gone are the days where we get a decent pay for a decent job as employers took advantage of dropping everyone’s wages to the minimum wage level, no longer is it possible to find a full weeks work as employers take you on a part time basis then only having to give you part time hours if you should fall sick, but are there giving you the hint if you don’t put in a full time hours we may have to review our contract as to whether you needed next time round, forget you hard earned pension if the government cannot find one way of taking it off you they will find another all in the name of a government who lead you down this path in the first place, we should have an electric vote where every time the government has a proposition on how it intends on how to spend our money we as a nation can put in a vote for or against, how much should be giving to investing aboard? Giving the people the chance to change much long needed laws, the list just goes on and on, why do we not have a system such as this? Because the powers that be don’t want you in control of your destiny but want you to believe that that this country cannot be be run without them and as long as we let them as the governments will line their own pockets and careers at our expense and all because we the sheep continue to allow it, so much has to change we have listened as joining the common market is good for us, one currency, where did it all get us as now we watch as economies collapse, bank fail us, governments promoting a spend spend attitude, spending our hard earned money entering into wars not of our making, just why are we making weapons then supplying them to other counties? with little effort why can’t we become a neutral country and not support other peoples wars, strange when it comes to the Falklands the government in its endeavour to cover up we only in it for the oil, declaring we will do as the very minimalistic of people of the Falklands want ? Excuse me what of the mass millions of people in Britain want, What do we think when you head our soldiers out to wars? As part of NATO to aid countries in trouble but only if you have something we want, there are plenty of countries who could do with our help, do governments have the right to say for which country our soldiers die for? Put to the people to vote as to should we enter a county and given there are so many counties that could do with outside help. If a governments can rally you up to join the common market, the euro, cannot these same governments prevent the making and selling of weapons when you ever hear of neutral countries under attack, war belongs to the war mongers those who want it get at the price of  its countries people simples, we can all sit here worldwide happily giving all our votes as to who is going to win the European song contest but we can’t as nations use the same system to blockade what we can see is clearly wrong in the world, boycott them refuse to allow them our money to support the things that only seem to feed leaders greed that in the end just leads to mast destruction, electronic votes with in all counties, countries and nations, now there is progress for you, a system that allows people to put their ideas forward and the rest to vote on it, these ideas who do not receive a mass vote get left by the way side, but I’m sure there are ideas that can be put forward by all including the children of the world, priority of each idea giving by highest votes, an electric vote is cheap, protests and the need for petitions lessened, just about any subject can be put forward, government can give their reasons as to why some things may not work, accounts open to the public and more so how it is being spent, what of those who do not have computers, access via libaries, lap-tops can be taken to the house bound by those who want to vote, it can work on the question answered by a) b) c) answer and space for other, most surveys work by it, so why not this? Do you want more police on the beat?  Do you agree with the now alcohol drinking times? let the people as a mass dictate what it is we actually want out of life, may be you can give me a few votes too? . . . *_*;





Wednesday, 18 April 2012

SMUG CAT ABU QATADA.


Smug cat Abu Qatada is yet again trying to take advantage of a now debatable time line given to him to put in place an appeal against his deportation from the UK to Jordan where he is wanted on terrorist charges. Abu Qatada time was up on according to the Home Office on midnight Monday the 16th of April, but midnight Tuesday 17th April according to European Courts of Human rights, whatever we are now looking yet again to finding out if his deportation is to go ahead, this time judges now have to decide if the case is to go before the Grand Chamber, where I am sure reassurance from Jordan that they will not torture Abu Qatada will make all the diffences in this case, if the case is placed before the Grand Chamber seldom is a case won, whatever this has now left the British Home Office with the embarrassment of counting their chickens before they're hatched and ruining the Britishers day of glory . . .  

Tuesday, 17 April 2012

THE AFGHAN NATIONAL SECURITY FORCES




What do I think of the latest events in Afghanistan? Well whats new nothing! the Taliban as per usual having their spring defencive after another hard winter and nothing to do, as usual their gripe about not liking the Americans on their land means that others pay the price, most of the hits this time being embassy's and government and military buildings but the good news more damage to properties than deaths and an continuing need to bring Afghanistan to it knees, time will tell if all these attacks were in fact from Afghan Taliban or them damn Pakistani Taliban again, as the group Pakistani Haqqai seems to yet be again involved here, but what it has shown is at last even thought given help from Swedish NATO soldiers is that the Afghan army is now showing its metal in dealing with attacks on its land with the deaths of all insugents involved, I not entirely sure Presidents Hamid Karzia's spout it being all the Americans fault for the lack of inteligence stands true here, what Afghanistan has to understand is that this is their land and maybe they should be upgrading their own inteligence in regard of attacks pending, we are after all looking at a withdrawal here of foreign troops in Afghanistan and Afghanistan has to show it can defend its self on all levels. it is more than clear over a decade than even with foreign intervention that the Taliban is never going be beaten and as long as the Afghan Taliban involves itself with the Pakistani Taliban I can never see an end to their evil doings on either side of the border as long as they exist, the call that the Taliban would not be so up in arms if it were not for foreign intervention in Afghanistan is falling on deaf ears here, the fact is they want rule of Afghanistan whatever and it now more of a case can we be bothered any more because now even over a decade no one is winning the war against the Taliban, they are in the end an entity that is just not going to go away.

It is totally right the Americans and who ever should have been there in regards of the likes of al-Qeada and other terrorists that have intentions against the world outside their own doorstep and when it comes to this, this is being achieved but the Taliban is an internal issue that needs to be dealt with from within, on both sides of the fence and whatever we may hear from Afghanistan this issue cannot be dealt without Pakistan turning its back on the Taliban and this is just never going to happen as in the end they have more support going on within Pakistan than Afghanistan.

Everyday depends on the next and what effect this has on the Taliban now knowing it is now up against the Afghan National Security Forces (ANSF) Who at times still look like a bunch of hillbillies with only half a will, but respect has to given to every Afghan which has joined in the fight to protect it own country and more has to given to bring these guys up to speck and make them a more formidible force to be reckon with, this more than ever is no time to leave them unsupported and more needs to be given whether it aiding them with more inteligence in their fight against the Taliban or more training with in their security forces to enable Afghanistan to stand on its own 2 feet, is this not what the Afghans wanted all along ?

Whatever happens the outside world has had enough it is time Afghanistan stood on its own 2 feet and quit belly aching thats its problems are all because of outside intervention and none of the problems lie with them selves . . .

Aysha Sadiq-Ali. *_*;

Monday, 9 April 2012

"BASHAR" ASSAD CROSSING THE LINE.

OH WELL "BASHAR" BY NATURE ASSAD HAS NOW CROSSED THE LINE AND I MEAN LITERALLY HIS MILITARY MEN HAVE SHOT OVER THE BORDERS OF BOTH LEBANON AND TURKEY WITH DEAD AND INJURED ON BOTH SIDES, IT IS ONE THING TO BE SHOOTING YOUR OWN, BUT IT IS ANOTHER TO TAKE YOUR WAR ACROSS INTO NEIGHBOURING COUNTRIES, BAD MISTAKE HERE AND WILL BE A TURNING POINT AS TO HOW OTHER OUTSIDE COUNTRIES WILL NOW REACT GIVEN THAT THERE SEEMS TO BE NO LET UP PRIOR TO THE 10TH - 12TH CEASEFIRE, WHICH IS DUE TO BE FULLY IMPLEMENTED BY 6AM SYRIAN LOCAL TIME ON THE 12TH APRIL, WE AS THE OUTSIDE NOW HAVE TO BE SEEN AS PREPARED TO DO SOMETHING TO STOP THIS CONFLICT, "BASHAR" BY NATURE ASSAD HAS NO LONGER ANY CREDIBILITY, NO MORE EXCUSES, HE HAS FAILED AND I AMAZED BY SUCH A SIMPLE ACT AT WHAT HE CALLS SHOOTING FREEDOM FIGHTERS IN THE BACK ESCAPING THE COUNTY VIA LEBANON AND TURKEY BORDERS, BUT FUCK HIM AS WE ALL KNEW HIS RELENTLESS, JUST WHAT IS THE REST OF THE WORLD GOING TO DO NOW? AFTER ALL WE'RE NOW LOOKING AT HAVING TO INVADE SYRIA TO BRING "BASHAR" ASSAD DOWN AND AS DAMASCUS IS HIS STRONGHOLD WE ARE NOW LOOKING AT IT AS THE MAIN POINT OF ANY CONFLICT IF NATO HAVE TO GO IN AND SO MANY MORE DEATHS, IT'S NO LONGER A JOKE THAT NATO WHO ARE FAMOUSLY KNOWN FOR MISSING THEIR TARGET WILL IN FACT CAUSE MORE DEATHS THAT DEAR OLD "BASHAR" BY NATURE ASSAD HAS MANAGED TO RUSTLE UP THROUGH OUT ALL OF THIS CONFLICT FROM THE BEGINNING, EVEN AN MILITARY COUP CANNOT SAVE SYRIA AS THE MILITARY, THE EVEN WORSE BAATH PARTY AND "BASHAR" ASSAD ARE NOT SOMETHING SYRIA HAS TO LOOK FORWARD TOO, ALL 3 ARE THE PRIME EVILS IN SYRIA, IF I WAS AN MILITARY MAN I WOULD BE LOOKING AT DEFECTING AS SOON AS, IF WE DO HAVE TO GO IN I WOULD LIKE TO SEE US DO INDEPENDENTLY WITHOUT ARMING THE SO CALLED FREEDOM FIGHTERS, I'VE UP TO NOW YET TO SEE ANY GOOD COME OUT OF IT AFTER THE JOB IS DONE JUST ARMED REBELS WANDERING AROUND AIMLESSLY BRANDISHING THEIR OF KIND OF LAW & PAID FOR BY THE LIKES US, BY ARMING THESE REBELS WE IN EFFECT ARE IN TURN RESPONSIBLE FOR EVERY REVENGE KILLING THEY COMMIT THERE ON, NOT TO MENTION HOW MANY DEATHS WILL RESULT FROM DIFFERENT RELIGIOUS FACTIONS, THE IDEA OF JUST WHO WE ARMING DOESN'T BEAR THINKING ABOUT, THE IDEA OF JUST WHO WE ARE ARMING DOES NOT BEAR THINKING ABOUT, SO THE QUESTION THAT NEEDS TO BE ANSWERED NOW I SUPPOSE IS: KOFI ANNAN OF THE ARAB LEAGUE & THE UN YOU HAVE NOW TROWN THE GAUNTLET INTO SYRIA JUST WHAT THE ARE YOU GOING TO DO NOW ? PLEASE  DO NOT GO TO WAR, JUST PUT "BASHAR" BY NATURE ASSAD UNDER HOUSE ARREST AND EXILE THE FUCKER OUT PREFERABLY TO DUBAI SO HIS WIFE CAN GET SOME DECENT SHOPPING IN, THERE IS ALWAYS ANOTHER WAY, ANOTHER ANSWER OTHER THAN WAR, GOD BLESS SYRIA AS SHE NEEDS YOU MORE THAN EVER NOW, MASHALLAH.



TRY THIS GAZA . . .

AS FOR THE GAZA STRIP PUT DOWN YOUR WEAPONS NOW, AS LONG AS YOU HOLD A WEAPON YOU ARE A TREAT TO ISRAEL, THUS GIVING ISRAEL RIGHTS TO PROTECT ITSELF, WITHOUT A WEAPON ANY SHIT THERE ON FROM THEM JEWS IS THEIR SHIT, GAZA CAN BE A PROSPEROUS PLACE FOR PALESTINIANS TO LIVE, TO BE ABLE TO IMPORT & EXPORT, TO HAVE A DECENT LIFE, IT HAS BEEN QUITE CLEAR IN THE PAST & STILL IS THAT ISRAEL IS GIVING YOU SHIT SO LETS PUT A STOP TO IT PUT DOWN YOUR ARMS DO NOT GIVE ISRAEL ANY MORE EXCUSES TO TREAT YOU LIKE DIRT, TO CONTAMINATE YOUR LAND AND YOUR WATER, TO CONTROL YOUR BORDERS, AIR SPACE AND SEA, BUT LETS NOT GET THIS WRONG OK, NO ONE CAN BLAME ISRAEL OR EVEN EGYPT FOR CONTROLLING YOUR BORDERS AFTER ALL ISN'T EVERY ROUTE INTO THE GAZA STRIP A PRETENSION FOR BRINGING ARMS IN AGAINST THE ISRAELIS ? IT NO LONGER COUNTS WHO IS RIGHT WHO IS WRONG HERE, IT IS ALL ABOUT WHO IS GOING TO BE THE MAN HERE, IF THE GAZA STRIP WAS TO SHOW WILLING INTO PUTTING ITS ARMS DOWN, THEN EVERY STEP THAT THE ISRAELIS TAKE THERE AFTER AGAINST YOU WILL BE NOTED, EGYPT IS FOR ONE NOT AGAINST YOU BUT IT IS NO FOOL IT REALLY HAS NO CHOICE OTHER THAN TO CONTROL YOUR BORDERS WHEN ITS BORDERS ARE BEING USED TO ARM THE LIKES OF HAMAS, GAZA BELONGS TO THE PALESTINIANS NOW, DIDN'T THE JEWS LEAVE AT ISRAEL'S REQUEST AND GOOD RIDDANCE, IT IS YOUR HOME TURF NOW SO MAKE THE GAZA STRIP A PLACE TO BE PROUD OF AND SHOW THE REST OF US WHAT YOUR REALLY MADE OF ! A BIT OF HELP FROM OUTSIDE TO CHECK ON YOUR UNDERGROUND WATER SYSTEM TO CHECK UP ON ANY DIRTY TRICKS THEM NAUGHTY ISRAELIS MIGHT BE GETTING UP TO CONTAMINATING YOUR WATER SUPPLIES WILL SOON BE SORTED ALONG WITH ANY OTHER TRICKS THEY ARE SO GOOD AT PLAYING AT, DO NOT BE THE AGGRESSOR HERE YOU MAYBE GETTING SUPPORT FROM OTHER ISLAMIC FORCES WHO ARE ALL UP FOR A WEAPON AS MEANS TO WIN A WAR, BUT IT IS BY TAKING THE PASSIVE ROUTE YOU WOULD GAIN THE WHOLE WORLD SUPPORT TO PUT PRESSURE ON ISRAEL TO CONCEDE & PUT A QUICKER END TO A LONG DRAWN OUT DISPUTE THAT IS COSTING YOU ALL A DECENT LIFE, BY GIVING THE ISRAELIS NOTHING TO FEAR FROM YOU WILL IN TURN BRING THE OPENING OF THE BORDERS TO BRING IN A BETTER WAY LIFE, TO BE ALLOWED TO TRAVEL FREELY, GO VISIT YOUR FOLKS IN THE WEST BANK, GIVE THEM THE MUCH NEEDED SUPPORT BY LAW TO OUST THE EVER ILLEGAL INFLUX OF JEWS COMING INTO THEIR LAND MAYBE YOUR OWN FOREFATHERS LAND AND TO TAKE THE VERY CLEVERNESS THAT THE JEWS ARE USING TO OCCUPY WHAT IS YOURS BACK INTO WHAT IS YOUR FAVOUR, LEGALLY, FIGHT FOR BY LAW YOUR BORDERS BY JUST SIMPLE REQUESTING IT, YOU ARE IN THE END BEEN TAKING OVER BECAUSE YOU ARE SIMPLY NOT FIGHTING HARD ENOUGH LEGALLY BEFORE A COURT OF LAW, IF GAZA WAS TO SHOW WILLINESS TO PUT DOWN ITS ARMS THEN THE REST OF THE WORLD CONTINUED ASK IS WHAT IS ISRAEL DOING RIGHT, DAMN IT WE KNOW IT AIN'T RIGHT, BUT AS LONG AS ARMS ARE INVOLVED LEGALLY, FIGHT FOR BY LAW YOUR BORDERS BY JUST SIMPLE REQUESTING IT, YOU ARE IN THE END BEEN TAKING OVER BECAUSE YOU ARE SIMPLY NOT FIGHTING HARD ENOUGH LEGALLY BEFORE A COURT OF LAW, IF GAZA WAS TO SHOW WILLINESS TO PUT DOWN ITS ARMS THEN THE REST OF THE WORLD CONTINUED ASK IS WHAT IS ISRAEL DOING RIGHT, DAMN IT WE KNOW WHAT IS HAPPENING IN GAZA AND THE WEST BANK IS NOT RIGHT,  BUT AS LONG AS ARMS ARE  INVOLVED IT IS A TIT FOR TAT, NOTHING GAINED, IT WILL REMAIN A NO WIN  SITUATION . *_*;




"BASHAR" ASSAD'S TRUMP CARD.

SO "BASHAR" BY NATURE ASSAD HAS THROWN IN HIS DEMANDS TO THE SYRIA FREEDOM FIGHTERS, WRITTEN GUARANTEES TO WITHDRAW AND A PROMISE FROM OUTSIDE FOREIGN STATES NOT TO FUND THEM JUST 48 HOURS BEFORE THE PLANNED LETS STOP THE FIGHTING ONCE & FOR ALL TRUCE, ALL SEEMS QUITE REASONABLE TO ME WILL WE BE GETTING THE SAME GUARANTEES FROM "BASHER" BY NATURE ASSAD I WONDER ? LIFE THEY SAY SWINGS BOTH WAYS, SO THERE YOU HAVE IT AND WHAT CHANCE DO WE HAVE OF THIS HAPPENING ? NO CHANCE AT ALL, UNTIL THE LIKES OF QATAR, ARAB STATES AND TURKEY, EH ? NO MENTION OF THE FUNDS THE UK ARE PUMPING IN HERE TO THE SO CALLED FREEDOM FIGHTERS, SO THERE WE HAVE IT UNLESS "BASHAR" BY NATURE ASSAD GETS THESE WRITTEN GUARANTEES THE FIGHTING I SUPPOSE WILL GO ON. "BASHAR" BY NATURE ASSAD AFTER ALL DOES HAVE THE RIGHT TO REQUEST THAT THE CEASEFIRE IS NOT USED SO THAT SYRIA FREEDOM FIGHTERS RE-GROUP AND RE-ARM, PUT DOWN YOUR ARMS AND WE WILL NEGOTIATE, THE CLEVER SHIT "BASHAR" BY NATURE ASSAD HAS PLAYED HIS TRUMP CARD AND AS WE NOW REACH THE 10TH - 12TH CEASEFIRE DATE WITH NOT A SINGLE PAPER SIGNED JUST WHOSE FAULT WILL IT BE ONCE ALL HELL IS LET LOOSE? I SAY SIGN BE DONE WITH IT, IF "BASHAR" BY NATURE ASSAD IS THE ONE SEEN GOING OVER THE DEADLINE HE WILL HAVE LOST, BUT INSTEAD BY NOT SIGNING YOU ARE BY FACT GIVING A ALL & ALL EXCUSE FOR THE ASSAULTS BY "BASHAR" BY NATURE ASSAD TO CONTINUE AND BY FUNDING THEM YOU ARE IN FACT SAYING AS OUTSIDERS YOU ARE PREPARED TO WATCH "BASHAR" BY NATURE ASSAD'S REGIME BROUGHT DOWN AT THE COST OF THE CONTINING DEATHS OF OTHER INNOCENT SYRIANS TILL "BASHAR" BY NATURE ASSAD'S REGIME IS BROUGHT DOWN BY FORCE, WHETHER BY OUTSIDE INTERVENTION OR  A VERY LONG DRAWN OUT WAR AND COUNTLESS MORE DEATHS WITHIN. SO WHY DON'T YOU ALL STOP AND THINK ABOUT THAT ONE BEFORE THE NEXT STATE OF PLAY !

Saturday, 7 April 2012

SYRIA ANOTHER ANSWER TO CHANGE.


There are only 2 choices here, just about everyone has given the "Bashar" by nature Assad chance to withhold his troops and all we have seen is "Bashar" Assad (I am a clever little shit) take every given opportunity to put in more effort into stepping his regime, this is a man on a hell bent mission to nowhere ! Because once the Syria has put in the call of freedom it will not be doused, it now exists and is being supported by funds outside of its own its country, we as the UK are just one of with the Arabs being another, it's freedom fighters vs. a one well manufactured well established military might, who can only be brought to its knees if every military leader defected we live in hope! On the one hand "Bashar" Assad is seeing to be doing the right thing, it is he after all who is calling on the people in a political vote and for once there seems to seen no corruption in the vote, but what of it? Have we not been here before? With the people voting for A 3 way split in the lets give ourselves a future government, a issue still in the pending as "Bashar" Assad is still pounding away at towns and villages & people with the only intention of wiping them off the face of  the earth, is "Bashar" Assad fighting freedom fighters here or doing an ethnic cleaning campaign ? Well the clever little shit is doing  both, with a near 250,000 refugees trying to move out to the borders of Syria Assad's military might are have being laying landmines to catch them on the way out as if having to leave one’s own country was not bad enough for them they are having one hell of a time doing so, "Bashar" Assad has now shown the world he is prepared to nod in agreement to just any one prepared to talk to him, but in effect taking very little  notice, once the 10th - 12th dead line is reached which in fact is judgement day, then someone has to show this can go on no longer, then who will it be to make agreement to start a war that will result in even more bloodshed for the Syria people? Damascus is "Bashar" Assad strong hold and so any peace it has been afforded will be blown out of the window, because this has to be the point that the most pressure has to be put on to bring "Bashar" Assad regime to a close and believe this will be no easy pushover, it is Syria best interest to negotiate now & I mean now, even a freedom fighter is guilty of every death it brings in name of freedom, as every opposing bomb dropped as  every bullet shot into their towns, villages and hold outs then goes on to results in the more deaths of the innocent who are standing right beside you, then ask your self did you really have the god given right to ask that man, woman or child to died for your claim to freedom, even if you claim it was in their name for their future, some of them don't have a future thanks to your necessity to have to put every claim to freedom via a weapon !!! If everyone by their own choice only was to descend on "Bashar" Assad holding a just a flower requesting change and if then & only then "Bashar" Assad was shoot you all down unarmed, with no body taken other than the who ones knew with full intention that they may be martyred in the name of freedom, not one single innocent life taken other than your own just what kind of impact do you think that would have on the world ? Taking up arms just fuels "Bashar" Assad's need to enforce, it is an no win situation!

AYSHA SADIQ-ALI. *-*




A DATE WITH SYRIA.


So it is with interest we wait the 10th -12th April ceasefire in Syria and to whether or not president "Bashar" al - Assad will honour the agreement remains to be seen & if not where will it all go from there? If Syria thought it was in the shit having the all mighty "Bashar" al- Assad up it arse now, will be nothing to NATO entering Syria, a war you think that was contained to just sections of syria will spread to all over Syria, none of which is going to make "Bashar" al-Assad step down gracefully, it is just not going to happen! With just so more deaths to add to an all ready increasing list of deaths, so much I want for Syria to come to an inner agreement than any of the recent countries that have gone through their so called revolutions then left aimless without a true sense of where they are going and no true leadership, a ceasefire from all sides and resolving of their problems round a table, there is just no need for any deaths full-stop in this day and age! Oh how nice it would be if only Syria could be the 1st to show the world how it could be willing to resolve it problems without the bloodshed that it seems to bring from a country wanting change after all there is a lot of support for the "Bashar" al-Assad regime, why can't leaders just drop their tyrant way of leader ship ? It's so sad, what is anyone learning here after all the recent revolutions ? After all are we not here in the 21st century ? What excuse does anyone have for war ? So sad. *_*;